pain and lonileness (copyrighted do not use)

It comes form inside me,
This feeling of pain
Of loneliness.
I turned you away.
You may think you know
The pain I have
But, no, you don’t know.

You say you feel the pain,
The pain that I feel.
I know for sure you can’t
Even come close.
It stabs like a knife, hurting,
Cutting, and tearing.

You look at me with eyes that tell me
You want to ease this pain.
You want to help me
Get rid of this pain,
This loneliness.
You see me cry when no one else does.
I felt safe for a while,
But then it was gone.

I hate feeling this way.
I felt this way before you came
And you saved me,
From this feeling.
Now as you leave I see
That it was all just a show.
You never really wanted to help,
But in the end you did.

Back then I had thought no one could
Ever stop the pain,
But you did and now
I am free.
Free from pain
And free from loneliness.
You did save me.

For that I am eternally grateful,
Because even though you said,
That you didn’t care, you did in your own way.